I checked here everyday to see if there's any comments from my readers, but I have been procrastinating for more than 1 week, to be exact, it's 10days! It's not I have nothing to update, however, I'm so lazy to do typings, and sometimes when I craving to jot down something here, the laptop is not with me, and when I back to my room, everything has gone and it's hardly to think back all the stuffs. Anyways, I'm doing fine and everyday is remains the same, nothing special also. The only thing that made me feel quite happy was, few of my friends back to msia from taiwan and uk and other countries. One of my girl who back from taiwan, qianting, we've been more than 1.5years didn't meet each other, but she only back for 20days and now she already back to taiwan, hope to meet her again during the coming cny. Oi.. I'm gonna whack you if you not coming back!! XD Well, there's a also one of my girl who left to uk 2 days ago, jinglee, she gonna stay in uk for 1year to complete the final year and might returns back to msia next year, gonna miss the days used to hang out with her, so now, I have no place to stay if I wanna go to KL :( Two of them left now and I feel more lonely when I in this little-stone-town. Soon, there'll be one more old friend gonna leave here to uk for final year also, time flies indeed, but, I'm leaving soon I think, another 6months more, hopefully. I've been thinking so much lately, thinking of my future, what am I gonna do after 6months, it's fxxking real fast, I know how fast it could be, so, I have to set a plan now and started to work it out, even thought the plan might be canceled but having a plan is better than no plans at all, at least I have to direction where to go and what should do, am I right? Anyway, wish me luck and I seriously need it badly! :)
Last night, I had my dinner with one of my friend. We talked a lot and also shared a lot. And no doubt, when girls hanging out, there's a topic we won't left out, yea, it's the topic about relationship. My friend have a partner now, I can sense that she's very happy with her life now. But, there is still have something I don't wish to see, too bad, it still happened, and seemed like so hard to change her mind. I can accept as long as you happy, but after all, I'm still your friend, and I took you as my friend too, that's why, I do really hope that it won't lasts long. I know I'm bad, but of course we're for your own good, as what I said, take it for fun but don't be too serious as you know it won't be a happy ending. Anyways, I hope you can meet the one who loves you, vice versa.
My friend asked me some question after talked about her relationship problem, which makes me don't know how to answer her. Yup, something about relationship question as well, but is related to mine not hers. Look down and you will know more about our conversations.
Y : Hey, got bf now or nope?
F : hahaha no lah single and available.
Y : then.. any bees or butterflies?
F : *lmao* how I know? Nobody tells me they wanna go after me ar.. ( I prefer other than bees/butterflies, what about ice-cream? XD )
Y : If there's someone out there, should give yourself or him a chance, you're not bad, don't tell me there's no one around you?
F : You're right, a lot of friends around me but all are "friends" , just friends only.
Y : err.. like that, should be your problem loh..
F : ... ... ... ... .... *thinking*
F : Don't know lah.. *shrug* Maybe when you back from uk next year, I have someone beside me already, who knows~ take it easy lah.. =D
Y : Good then.
Well, she is not the first one who asked me this kinda question, and I'm so curious do I looked like I must in a relationship now?! Basically, I don't really care or worried, as I am not that desperate, but I am not that repellent if someone out there, too bad, the problem is, I don't see anyone is out there, I mean someone who makes me feel like wanna fall in love or what. So, to me, I just take it easy and see how it goes. Friends around me seemed like more care/worried about this, and some of them even asked me to look for one and time to change the relationship status, as at my age, it's very normal to get one, but, I don't think so, if the one is not your cup of tea, why wasted your time to cope with someone that you don't love/like, it so tired man. Or maybe I have different view to this topic, that's why what others mean doesn't same to my thinking. I believe the one appears at the right timing and I know he exists in this world but it takes time to realize and know each other also. =D *or maybe I have to change my mind, as she said I took everyone as "friends/buddies", sometimes should take a look around maybe there's someone who doesn't-wanna-be-friend-or-buddy with me....hmm.. * Well, qian told me this as well, I can't always take everyone as buddies or friends, I mean very just very normal friends, nothing special or chemical reaction between me and those friends, so, how to treat them as the "possible" one, right? So, take it easy! :) Anyways, thanks to all my friends who are so care about me, I make an announcement if there's a good news. =D
Okay, I shall stop here now, continue when I have something stucked in my mind again. Here's always a good place for me, when I don't usual to talk with others, I prefer to write it out, but if I don't want to let you know anything, please don't ask for more, give me some private spaces please. Ciao! =)
