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End of 2010

Phewwwwww~~ 
Finally it's the end of 2010, a year that full of complicated feelings. 
I experienced a lot this year. Both bad and good.
I learned from those experiences and I do gained a lot. 
It was like finally, I turned 21, but not really happy for this, it gave me a lot of complicated feelings.
It's another difficult year to me, hence I went through with positive thinking and took everything as a lesson.
2010, a year that full of realities and doubts. That's why I gained a lot.
Frankly speaking, I don't really like the me now. I've changed a lot this year, because of the reality and doubt.
It's either they changed me or I've learned more from them, or maybe both.
Because of something happened, I reminded myself again and again
Do not trust anybody easily, including the close ones. 
yeap, I believe in myself, this is the safest. 
If you want to have my trust, actions please. I hate people talks more than actions.
Well, besides all these, the overall was still quite ok, not really a bad year actually.
At a moment in the past, I seriously think that the 2010 would be a perfect year to me but it's not.
I was quite sad at the beginning of the year but now I gave up and it's nothing to say much now. 
To me, 2010 is just a-year-that-I-must-go-through. Thank god, it's gonna end soon, REAL SOON.
I'm so looking forward to the new year. It's coming within 24hours.
Hence, I have to set new targets new strategies and new life for the coming 2011.
The most thing that I can't wait anymore which is next year April. I've been waiting for so long.
I still have no idea what's going on after that but I have faith on myself it's gonna be an awesome one.
You'll never how excited I am when I knew that the new life is coming to me. 
Yup, I hope the 2011 would be a lucky and brighter year to me. All I need is luck.
2011 is my hope. I want to be a better person. I want to let you feel proud of me. 
Overall, 2010 may not have been the best of years, but it was certainly not the worst of years, either. 
Last but not least, I'm here wishing you all have a great day and enjoy the last day of 2010.
Time to party and countdown! cheers! 


Goodbye 2010!

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I'm standing at the junction and looking at all directions.
my mind get stucked and it's blank one.
where to go?
what to do the next?
everything is different now 
Planning never catches changing.
the only thing I wish it comes true which is everything goes smoothly.
but the god never let it comes true perfectly.
I always have positive thinking and I keep telling myself it's gonna be positive this time.
mind set is a very important thing to everyone.
it controls your thinking and attitude and so on.
I believe I will have a good year in 2011.
I do really believe. 
please do happens some good things on me in 2011.
the feelings are really sucks when you standing at the junction and don't know where to go.
I want to find back the lost way
I want to find back the missing braveness
I want to find back the real me


what to do 
when you don't know
 what to do.

tell me if you know.

♥ Merry Christmas ♥




 MERRY CHRISTMAS  

Here's wishing you all the joys of the season. Wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!
Ho.. Ho.. Ho.. 






updated!

It seems like I'm getting lazy to update here and I know it's my bad. Well, christmas is around the corner, I'm kinda excited, because I heart* christmas so much! But, I have no idea where to go on next week, was thinking to go SG right after the pc fair, who knows I was too tired and too much happenings so I decided to delay the trip. So now, I'm still very confused. I wanted to go KL and SG, next friday is christmas eve and I haven't go to both places. wth. >.< Here comes a question, should I go to SG on tmr and come back on tuesday with mom? then go to KL on wednesday/thursday, so that I can spend my chirstmas in KL. Good idea? *thinking* 


If you've read my previous post then you should know I did mentioned that one of my friend going to Brunei for goods. Yesh, she's yichiam and she left this morning. All the best to you and hope to have a chance to visit you in Brunei! Well, I'm actually quite envy her, she tried to makes her dreams come true, and apparently, she made it. went to korea for study tour and the highlight part is to get a job at overseas, she got it and she's on her way to achieve it. I think lotxa people hope to get this kinda chance, so do I. haha. hhmm.. who know I will be the next one? lol. ( opps! I should have say it this way : I can get what I want! I believe I can do it!...  yea, Law Of Attraction!! ) 




I think I have to post one for the Law Of Attraction, this is really a good topic! But give me some time, I have to read finish the book only can share with you guys! :) 

Life is so happening

People come around and goes around. You will never know who is gonna stay/leave. And sometimes, it happened out of our expectations. One of my friend who just back from convo. She is lucky. She got a chance for interview, right after the convo. After the 2nd interview, she got the job and going to fly to Brunei. Undoubtedly, she got a job in Brunei, and she might leaving here in 2 weeks time. I was unexpected surprise when I got her call, yet, I happy for her. Never knew it would be so fast, but you know, life is so happening. Anyways, all the best to you and take care, friend! 


Well, here I'm going to jot down something, which has made me a bit scared. Sigh. The pain has relapsed. It feels like getting serious now, the worst thing is I can feel it's a bit tumefy. Damn, I really hate you so much! Could you please stay away from me? I never give you a damn but why you can't just let go!? I'm so helpless when I looking at you. It's been so long.........  sigh! Life is so happening, you'll never know when it's gonna come back to you. Just like the pain, I never know when it's gonna stop hurting me. 



I ♥ December

I know you're on your way. Can't wait to meet you.
 xoxo :)


Welcome to DECEMBER!!! I'm so excited when I woke up this morning, the favorite month is here, finally! Oh December, Oh December, after went through 11months, I've been waiting for so long, I looking forward, and here is it, also, which means a year is gonna end soon, still have one month time and we're gonna say bye to 2010 and say hi to 2011. Time flies when we're growing up day by day, you never realized that until you've reached the 20 years old, and above. Life is so cruel, but colorful and fruitful at the same time. It depends how you take it as, am I right? =) Well, back to the topic. So, 24 more days to go, Mr.S is coming to town, yeah! I always wanted to have a fun/awesome/happy/peace or whatever, as long as it's a merry one! Ohya, I was silly one, I ever think that I would have a chance to spend a white Christmas, but I hope it would happen in my lifetime, at least once. Christmas thingy all around the streets and shopping malls, I just can't wait for the day coming, and I'm actually in a dilemma now. Tell me, which one should I pick? 1) KL  2) S'pore. I have friends both in KL and S'pore, and there're non-stop persuading me to go both place to celebrate Christmas, oh gosh, that's really tempting me! If you can read my mind, please, come to tell me which one I should go. Anyways, still have 24days to think about it, or maybe I will toss and see where to go?! LOL~  

SO, how about you? Tell me what's your plan..