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Today My Life Begins

I've been working hard so long

Seems like pain has been my only friend
My fragile heart's been done so wrong
I wondered if I'd ever heal again

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change 

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Yesterday has come and gone
And I've learnt how to leave it where it is
And I see that I was wrong
For ever doubting I could win

Ohh just like all the seasons never stay the same
All around me I can feel a change 

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

Life's too short to have regrets
So I'm learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget
Only have one life to live
So you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
Leave the past behind me, today my life begins
A whole new world is waiting it's mine for the takin'
I know I can make it, today my life begins
Today my life begins...




believe it or not?

“ Don't despair if you make no headway at present. When the right time comes, you will be bestowed with great assignment."




Honestly, I have no idea why it's just a piece of paper, but it made people get emo after reading it. I hold it for whole day and read it hundred times, so, tell me, it is good or bad one? The explanation gave me both sides answer. No true or fault, it's neutral, does it telling me follow my heart to do what I want, and don't get despair of the the current situation, the best yet to come?! Awww.. I'm so complicated, nah, it's emo. Darn you! Just a piece of paper, but it came out a lot of thinking in my mind. As what I said, just a piece of paper but it's so powerful. 


No worries, I will be alright soon. Get a good sleep and everything will be fine. 

the key to unlock the heart


It's a lost key.
Are you the key-holder?

Go Away Disasters!

The world is changed. Nobody wants to welcome the doomsday, but what if the day coming just like the movie '2012', what should we do? The answer is a big no. We have no abilities to stop it. It came without any alerts, even though it does, there'll still have a lot of people get hurt and homeless. People always said that, we're very lucky to be Malaysians. We have no earthquake, tsunami, volcano and etc. We're very safe if compare to other countries. Yes, I'm agree with this statement, and besides other issues, I do proud of being one of the Malaysians. 


The massive 8.9 magnitude earthquake devastates Japan this afternoon (Friday), creating gigantic waves which swept away cars, boats, homes and people. Shortly after the quake, the tsunami hits Japan again. Both quake and tsunami have caused major damage in few places of Japan. Besides, there's a tsunami alert for Asia and Pacific, the waves expected across the Pacific region. What is in your mind when you heard this? I was sad and uneasy when I reading/view news and videos. When can these disasters stop and never happens? How many of people died because of this disaster? How many of people being homeless/lost the loved ones after this happened? I watched a video, a ship swept away by the tsunami, tell me that's not true at all, it's a ship!! Can you imagine that? :(

We have to be thankful that we're living in Malaysia. In spite of the fact that we're a developing country but we're safe enough, we should be happy for that, instead of complaining on how bad/weak Malaysia is. Sometimes, we can't judge thing by one side. 

I admitted that I have a bit emo after viewing the news and video, all were talking about the tsunami devastates Japan. The scenes are so horrible and I felt sad, especially when I saw the cars, houses and people swept away by the tsunami, oh gosh :'( 

People, do treasure life and your loved ones that beside you. Life is so unpredictable, you wouldn't know what will going to happen on tomorrow, or maybe next minute, who knows?! *sigh* guan yin ma bless! 


Here comes a question in my mind. " tell me what are you going to do now if tomorrow is the doomsday? ". This question popped out in my mind when I watching the news tv before dinner, and I had no appetite for it, seriously. Some said they want to spend the last moment with their loved ones; some said they want to have nice foods before died; some said they want to bla bla bla bla... Well, to me, I have no idea where will I be when the doomsday comes, no matter with family or I'd have to face it alone, however, the only thing I hope is I want to leave this world without any pains, of course and my family. Foods and money doesn't important at all when doomsday coming, you can't do anything with lot of nice foods and money. The most terrible thing is just sitting there and waiting for the doomsday comes, don't you think it's pretty scary and the problem is you never know what is going happened. I don't ask for more, but only leave without pains. That's it. And what about you?


craps

Sometimes, you can get a good suggestion or idea from someone during a talk. And that's what i need. 


This is my fb status which i posted at last night. As what i wrote, yup, i need some suggestions or even some ideas to let myself have a more clearer mindset to think about the situation that i'm in now. Well, it's pretty hard for me, but since i would like to give it a try, i shouldn't afraid of anything, i want to have a try and i know this is the last time for me. If i get none, i will just decide the one which i had already knew what i should go for. There's only less than 3months for me, i have to make a decision within this 3months and i'm so looking forward to it, actually. I need luck so badly, god bless me. I feel like my brain is stucked which i'm trying hard to get a solution. Damnit. Everything is gonna be solved within this few months, my brain cells have already been killed so much. I feel headache and tired. I wonder why things doesn't went smoothly on me. What a stupid me to have such thinking. LOL. I want to be alone all the time, but at the same time, i'm so scared of the ...................... 


So, do you want to have some ice-cream or cakes with me?