Feli ♥ cious

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       有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆
  
  有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。
  
  有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。
  
  有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。
  
  有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
  
  有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。
  
  有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。
  
  有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
  
  有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。
  
  有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。
  
  有时候,走过熟悉的街角,看到熟悉的背影,突然就想起一个人的脸。
  
   有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。
  
  有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。
  
  真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。
  
  有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。
  
  有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的 无影无踪。
  
  有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。
  
  有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。
  
  有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。
  
  有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。
  
  有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。 可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候,你却偏执地退隐。
  
  有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。
  
  有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。
  
  有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。
  
  有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀, 有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。
  
  有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。
  
  其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。  
  跟朋友装沉默,跟陌生人讲心里话。对于在乎你的,不想让他们担心,有时候,没有消息就是一种好消息。其实,很想说“我很好”,或许是昧着心说谎,也只是想把最灿烂的一面,放在每个人对自己印象的首页。
  
  丢了的自己,要记得捡回来……






Movies Week! *part-two*

Continue the movie topic..


I actually finished 3 movies after the Movies Week *part-one*...


I enjoyed the time when watching movies. How nice if my house have a mini theater, I will definitely stay at home instead of spending 10bucks on a movie ticket! XD 



The Back-up Plan 
I was LMAO in front my lappie!
Ohya, you guys can actually find this movie from pps.
I have checked the GSC website, and it will showing during August! 



Star Struck 
A movie from Disney Channel.




When In Rome 
Last time I was busy and got no time to watch in the cinema,
luckily I found this in pps too! 




To Be Continued . . . . .


FIFA WORLD CUP 2010



























I want a jersey printed wth No.10 !!!! 
Which one is nice? 
That Italy one not bad right? Navy blue mix with gold color. COOL! 
How nice if can print my name on it as well =D
Hope I can grab one before the World Cup end.
All these jerseys are from my ♥ shop - Pull and Bear  :)
*tsk* I want I want I want !!! 

Movies Week!


Well, what I can tell you guys is, had 3 movies in a week is just so great! Opps~ or maybe it's within 4 days time, not yet a week. LOL! Still have lot of movies in my wish-to-watch-list! I really can't wait for them to show in the cinema! Let's share the 3 movies that I've watched. :)



Monday - The Karate Kid


I was so wondering why lotxa people said that Jaden Smith looked like a girl in this movie? -_- Hey people, Jaden Smith got bird bird lah  XD

Wednesday - Killers
this couple are quite funny and you will definitely LOL in the cinema! 
if you ever watched "Mr.& Mrs.Smith" before, yup, it actually quite alike.


Thursday (today) - Toy Story 3

well, a movie for kids I can say so. haha!
but the story line is actually not bad.
if compare to another 2 movies, of course it's not that attractive. 
anyway, still can have a watch if you like toys so much!
PS : I was thinking if those toys in my house would walk and talk like that as well?! o.O that would be so cool if they make it! LOL! XD 




我的天空今天有点灰







越不被看好,越是要走到

坚持  放弃

你会选哪一个?





















累了

很多事情忍久了就会越来越随缘
也许是我的耐力不好
还不够坚持
也许是还不够争气
也许大家还是对我没有信心


很多事情说了又说
当要再说第四第五次的时候你已经累了
根本不知道要用什么方法说下去了
也许是说服力不够强
也许是只有单方面的努力


我的沉默并不代表我认了
而是我真的失望了
没有什么比心死更痛
默默地接受
默默地忍受
默默地走着
这是唯一的办法


羡慕与妒忌
已变得好可怕
向往与编织
已变得好遥远
哪有什么是靠近的?


不要去误会一个人
不要还没有了解一个人就用一根竹子打翻了所有东西
不要用那没有信心口气看待一个人
做得出就要接受得了别人也对你没有信心
失望与绝望
都不好受


难倒外国的月亮就比较圆?
我打从心里很这句话

My 21st ♥ sixonezero

Hey my dear readers, I AM BACK!! =)


This is a special post dedicated to all who made my 21st birthday extremely memorable. I wanted to have a low-key 21st birthday and that's why I don't want any parties which my mom wants to have one. But to me it's all same, somemore, a birthday party without all my dear friends, it's kinda weird and lonely. I went to KL and I met my friends, well, because I was ran out of time, so actually I've missed out the chance to catch up with few of them. That night 2 days before my birthday, I went to Library and had a drink with BP gang, we all came from different high school but because of we're from the same hometown, and part of us were actually knew each other since primary school just before that we are not contact each other that frequent, everything is started from Facebook! LOL! As what Deanshen said, 同是天涯BP人, we should have a hang out to know each other. Yeap, back to the topic, we're having fun and talking out loud in the library and suddenly popped out a cake in front me, OMG, I was so surprised and I never thought that they prepared a cake for me and we had an early celebration. Anyway, I was touched. Thanks guys! 

The next day, we went out again, yes, the same BP-ians. They brought me to T-Bowl, which I have been thinking to go there have a try since I knew there's theme cafe in Sg.Wang. Woot! I was damn excited, really! They said the foods there are just normal, so I ordered the "DaBian Ice-cream" only and I merely want to have a try that ice-cream, it looks like a shit. :p Well, after the dessert time, me and deanshen went to uptown to meet the busy girl -- Charlotte xiaoxiami and also pick up Charles then we straight away heading to the curve for our dinner. Because of the bad manners that waiter at the gardens gave us, we decided change another restaurant to have our dinner. So, end up we went to Italiannies! Woot! We had big meals, the sumptuous one! The dinner was awesome and also very full. LOL! We enjoyed the dinner session till the max. Yup, even thought only few of us, but I was so happy and especially the so-called "gossips" session with you guys! XD 

A big thanks to all you for the wishes that via sms, fb and plurk. And also thanks so much for those who made a call to me, I was touched when I received the calls. I appreciated the every wishes from everyone of you. =) 

Last but not least, I would like to thanks Mum and Dad for bringing me up all these years, for being the pillars of my life and to my sister who was always there for me, and for me to abuse! LOL! Thank you so much for giving me such a wonderful family, and a home where I really want to be. Thanks mum, for bringing me to this colorful wonderful fruitful world! xoxo! 


I'm Officially 21!!! OMG~ it's so U-N-B-E-L-I-E-V-A-B-L-E!!! 



P/S : Photos will be uploaded soon, be patience! XD

Countdown?


This is from Facebook.
5 things I want for my birthday.

Yup, my birthday is coming up. Not more than 10days, I will turning to 21st very soon. It supposed to be very happy and excited but I have no special feelings at all. I don’t want to have a party for my 21st, and I don’t even expect anything on my 21st. Of course I knew that I will get a lot of presents if I have a birthday party, but I seriously don’t care what I’ll get on my birthday and  I know it will only makes me depressed, that’s why I’d rather just spend the day like normal. A birthday party without my bunch of friends, that’s not perfect at all. Don’t you think so? Even though I have few things which I want to get for my birthday, but those things are actually can get it by myself after I work, so I don’t really expect so much on birthday gifts. Maybe call up few of my friends to have a lunch or what, I think it should be ok, hope few of them would be free. I still remember I made a wish on last year birthday, it actually came true, but only 50%, the rest of the wish had gone, I think. I’m already tired and can I stop making the same wish? It sounds like I’m trying to give up. That’s not so me. But what can I do for me or what can I do for this wish anymore? Nah. As what I told someone not to simply give up, at least see what will you get at the end, it won’t waste too much your time. I do hope I can have the power to lead me till the end. It always made me feel so down, I shouldn’t give up now, right? I should keep going on and see what will I get and maybe it’s not as bad as I think. Am I trying to console myself? I really don’t know.

Shall I countdown for my 21st birthday?

Tik tok tik tok ….. 

Don’t ask me what I want for the birthday.

I will answer you, I Don’t Want Anything.

That is it. It’s just a birthday only. It comes every year. But I do know I only have one 21st birthday in my life. But….

Okay, a wish will do. Nothing more to feel happy when you get a wish from everyone. 


i hate to have an emo morning. 

Welcome J U N E

Goodbye to May.

Welcome to the new month, June!

June is here. Yes, I know it’s amazingly fast. I can’t even believe when I was checking the calendar last night and found out that last night was the last day of May. The time has passes too fast and it really made me feel so scared. I would definitely feel happy when June is coming every year, but when you’re getting older and older, you will totally lost that kind of feeling. Not really sad or down, but just think that year after year, time is passing unconsciously. We have limited time, but the things we wanted to do are so unlimited. How funny is that, right?

Well, it's already the sixth month of this year. It seems so fast the time has passes. Once we had this situation for another 6-7 times, we were in the new year again, and which means that we’re getting older. What I had been done for the last five months?! Seriously, I got no answers for this question. Or Maybe I don’t used to say too much at here, as something that I’ve learnt or I’ve met which I wanna keep in my heart. Sorry for not sharing. But it doesn’t mean I’m stingy. =)

No matter how I’ve spent for the last five months, I seriously don’t wish the bad things or bad lucks are going to follow me for the rest of the month. I think that’s enough for me, I do really hope that. What I want is to have a life that I’ve longing for so long. God, please don’t joking with me anymore. I beg you. I want everything back to my side. *pray hard*

Here’s something I wanna write for someone, you know who you are. I hope and pray that everything goes well for you. You’re deserve it with what you are going through. And remember forget about all the reasons why something may not work. Hey b, trust yourself, you know more than you think you do. No matter how’s the outcomes going to be, you will always have my support and I’m always here whenever you need someone to talk with.

Lastly, Happy June days to everyone of you. Cheerrss!