Feli ♥ cious

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憧憬

我　可不可以要你们不要回来
我　可不可以要你们等我过去


那是不可能事情  　虽然很希望可以把不可能变成可能
曾经的幻想　却始终没有办法实现　
原来努力了不一定可以用有　运气还是掌握了一切


也许等到机会来了　你们却已不在目的地
也许这个机会从来就不属于我　　
盲目的一厢情愿　愚昧的以为它就在不远处




把你放在我心里最深的地方　从今以后不再提起你
你将会变成我的回忆　一个来不及完成的回忆


谢谢你　让我曾经有过那么美丽的憧憬

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很多事情不说出口并不代表没有发生过
不说出口只是不想再提起　过去了就让它过去　为何还要提起
每个人都有过去　有些人喜欢把过去的事情挂在嘴边　
但我却不喜欢别人去碰我的过去


原来再次被唤起想要忘记的事情　 心是那么的痛.

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几米笔下的12星座



双子座
几米笔下的12星座| jiaren.org

“一样的眼睛有不一样的看法。
一样的耳朵有不一样的听法。
一样的嘴巴有不一样的说法。
一样的心有不一样的想法。
是不是因为这样，一样的人生才有不一样的哀愁。”
身边的朋友们都有着不一样的烦恼，可是每次大家都在自言自语，我们似乎已经听不懂也不愿意去倾听对方的抱怨了，只剩下厌烦与焦躁。

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20102010



Date : 20.10.2010
Time : 20:10pm
It's really a meaningful day
I don't have any events for today,
been watching "Lie To Me" for whole afternoon,
and went to have dinner with mom and cousins. 
That's all. Simple = Happiness  
♥ ♥ ♥
Happy 20102010 to everyone of you! 

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人一生中要珍惜的五个人

for all my readers and myself. =) 

1、世界上有一个人，
和你在一起的时候，总是千万次嘱咐要多穿件衣服，要注意安全，你觉得很烦人，却也觉得很温暖。
没钱的时候，他总会说些赚钱不易之类的话来训你，边教训，边塞钱给你。
这个人，叫做父母。

2、世界上有一个人，
和你在一起时候，偶尔会和你打架，偶尔会和你斗嘴。他坏道总是抢你点心，总是向父母打小报告，但也总是爱护你比谁都多，你们有最亲密，最亲密的关系。
这个人，叫手足。

3、世界上有一个人，
不见面的时候会一直惦记着他，见面时却又脸红心跳，什么话都说不出口。他总是轻易地把你心揪住，让你无法忘怀，也能让你胡思乱想睡不好觉，但你仍然甘之如饴。他是你最甜蜜，最甜蜜的负荷。
这个人，叫做恋人。

4、世界上有一个人，
知道你一些不为人知的小秘密，犯错的时候，他帮着你找理由；暗恋一个人的时候，他帮你传话；
和恋人吵架时候，你一定会哭着跑去找他。你很抱歉，你总是麻烦来到时才想到他，但你很庆幸生命中出现了这么好的一个人。也许你们在一起的日子，走得比恋人还要长久。
这个人，叫做朋友。

5、世界上有一个人，
总是在父母保护下成长，在手足关系中定位自己，在恋人呵护中找到真爱，在朋友关心中得到温暖。你知道这些人经过了你的生命，也丰富了你的一生。你谢谢他们带给你的一切，却又总是说不出口。
这个人，就是自己。

一直以为幸福在远方，在可以追逐的未来。我双眼保持着眺望，我双耳仔细地聆听，唯恐疏忽错过。
后来才发现，那些握过手，唱过歌，流过泪，爱过的人。所谓曾经，就是幸福．

这就是人一生中要珍惜的五个人。

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身不由己

这是在facebook看到的，就被那几句粉红色的句子给吸引，深深觉得很有意思，也很贴切。也不知道怎么了，想了很多，很有感触，也说不上那种感觉，有些话还是放在心里比较好。我只能说，没有一个女孩子会想要把自己变得很强大很本事，但是在很多身不由己的时候，她还是得独当一面，不是她不懂得撒娇温柔、也不是她不懂得要有邻家女孩的气息、也不是她不知道要有童话般的完美憧憬，而是很多时候，她必须放下这些，当起一个独立自主、本事能干的女人。我记得有一位亲戚开玩笑说过，“现在的女人都很假厉害，一个一个抱出来做工赚钱搞到自己那么累，以前的女人在家煮饭看孩子就可以了，赚钱养家留给男人去做就可以了。”　这也不是没有道理的。但试问，又是什么情况下现在的女性要担起养家的这个责任呢？大家心里有数吧？
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人人都说女孩子不要太要强、太独立、太厉害，不然会不招人喜欢。
可是，我若不要强、不独立、不变厉害，谁会在我最无助的时候伸出援手？
靠山山会倒，靠人人会跑。
妈妈说，女孩子，只有自己强大了，才不会被别人当做附属品。
家世好的女孩子，会有爸妈为其铺好华丽丽的金砖大道，
相貌好的女孩子，会有男友老公等着为其鞍前马后尽献殷勤，
运气好的女孩子，会有贵人相助使之平步青云鸡犬升天，

真是，不幸，我似乎哪个都排不上，
所以，
别再问我为什么总是那么不解风情，
别再埋怨我没有一点女孩子的娇柔体贴，
别再说我笑得太大声，走得太快，讲话太男孩子气。
别再嫌弃我太过实际，太过理智，太冷血。
因为，我知道， 下雨天如果忘带伞，就一定会淋雨，
淋雨之后，不赶快擦干头发，换掉衣服， 就一定会感冒发烧，
生病之后，不赶快看医生吃药就会越病越厉害。

曾经去输液，隔床的女孩一边给老师打电话请假，一边哭，
我当时觉得，这孩子真傻，哭又能怎样？
真是个傻孩子。。。 可我也曾是个傻孩子。。。
曾经我会在躲雨的屋檐下看着一个个被接走的人觉得自己像是个弃猫，
曾经我会在饿的胃疼却连水都没得喝的时候很想哭，
曾经我会在拥挤的公车上被人左推右推的时候感到委屈，
曾经我在冬天的夜色里默默对自己说“生日快乐”
曾经我在被冤枉却无力辩解时躲在厕所捂着嘴巴大声地压抑着哭。

我不是苦水里泡大的孩子，我只是个不愿意向世俗妥协的女孩。
我可以很乖、很听话、很粘人、猫咪样迷迷糊糊躲在他大衣上边左侧口袋里幸福地打盹，
睡醒了就用小爪子不轻不重地抓他毛衣上的绒线球，
若他瞪眼，我就会“喵呜，喵呜”装装小可怜，他无奈的笑，我便胜利。。

而在此之前，我会一直努力坚强着，扬起下巴，不哭，不闹，不发脾气。
只微笑。 没有女孩子愿意一直坚强，
只是她在等一个理由，一个可以不强迫自己坚强的理由。
在此之前，她只有自己保护自己，直到骑士到来，巫婆的咒语解除，她便是公主。


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happy ten ten ten !



Date : 10.10.10
Time : 10:10 pm

Once in a life time 
 ♥  ♥  ♥
all the best and good luck to everyone 

Happy Ten Ten Ten !!!




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我相信

吉人自有天相

好人有好报　　老天会保佑
一切会没事的　


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十八年，原来是过得那么快。我一直以为一切都没事了，原来这只是我单纯的认为。虽然还没有完全的确认，但是初步报告就就已经不完美了，心情难免忐忑不安，但是还是要保持乐观正面的态度去面对。难以相信就这样过了十八年，最近再次踏上这个地方，不禁让我想起当年，我还那么的小，却已经知道眼见所发生的事。我不求什么，只希望是平平安安，健健康康。好人有好报，我相信这句话。




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superrrrrrrrrgirl

23/9 thursday         JB
24/9 friday             KL
25/9 saturday         KL
26/9 sunday           KL
27/9 monday         S'pore
28/9 tuesday          S'pore
29/9 wednesday     --
30/9 thursday         --
1/10 friday            S'pore
2/10 saturday         --
3/10 saturday         --


Don't get a shocked while you see the schedule. This was my schedule for last week, I've been travelling from bp to kl and stayed for 2 nights, and went to s'pore but the problem was I didn't stay overnight, which means I straight away drove back to bp from s'pore, that's why I was damn exhausted and don't even have free time to update here and also fb/plurk/twitter. Another problem is I'm sick now, that's why I felt very tired when I back from outstation and I went to bed immediately when I got home. I have no idea how many km(s) I have been driving within this week. I'm just like a supergirl, drive here and drive there even thought I was very tired but still I have to do so. If I have a pair of wings, I will be the real supergirl. *LMAO* 




People, don't ever think it's an end now. The new week is coming soon, which means I have to start to travel around again. Gonna start my busy week again. Although it's quite busy and tiring, but I do enjoy so much because travelling around can make me know more about the ways to the place I wanted to go. And, I do enjoy the driving myself and listening to my fav songs. But I hate rainy day especially driving on the highway, it's sucks! Here's my schedule for next week. 


4/10 monday        S'pore
5/10 tuesday        S'pore
6/10 wednesday    --
7/10 thursday        KL (maybe)
8/10 friday            KL (maybe)






See, supergirl-gonna-be ?! 

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My Collection!!

♥ ♥ ♥













Daaadah~~ 
I spent 2 days time to clean my room
I threw a lot of old stuffs
and I accidentally found out my kindergarten and primary school's result report.
looking at those drawings and old photos,
I couldn't believe that I was so cute that time. *blush*
Ohya, here's few photos you can view are all my collections
They're all with me since I was a kid.
I love them so much.
After cleaning my room, I moved them from left to right.
I keep them in the cupboard so they won't get dirt easily.



ps: for my dear friends, please don't buy me m&m again, because the cupboard is totally full, and I have no extra places to keep them ;p Somemore, it's quite expensive. I appreciated a lot. Thanks guys! :) 

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delicious night


Happy Birthday to DianShen  =)

 All of  us 
Say Cheese!!

Here's the birthday boy!
yea, he was so hyperactive and over-excited 

delicious night 
( 24.09.2010 ) 




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♥er's concerto


How gentle is the rain
That falls softly on the meadow
Birds high up in the trees
Serenade the clouds with their melody
Oh, See there beyond the hills
The bright colors of the rainbow
Some magic from above
Made this day for us
Just to fall in love
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful
Now, I belong to you
From this day until forever

Just love me tenderly
And I'll give to you
Every part of me
Oh, Don't ever make me cry
Through long lonely nights without love
Be always true to me
Keep this day in your heart eternally
You hold me in your arms
And say once again you love me
And if your love is true
Everything will be just as wonderful



♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥


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不完美的中秋节

没有灯笼，没有月亮，只有滂沱大雨，所以这个中秋节一点都不快乐。不知道为什么就很想提灯笼，结果早上出去却买不到我要的mickey灯笼，有人说要买给我结果我连个影子都没有看到。因为与下不停，整晚都没有看到有人在路上提灯笼，乌云密布看不到月亮，整个很没有气氛。原本还打算约那几个瓜（其实是我的表弟妹们）一起去提灯笼，前几晚突然想起，大概是五六年前的中秋节，心血来潮就提了灯笼从我家走到大姨家去，然后再通知其他阿姨舅舅也一起过去，因为我的家最远，所以应该有走了十五分钟吧，然后就聊天吃月饼哈拉一番，过后大姨载我们回家（我没有力气再走十五分钟回我家咯）。想起来还有点佩服那时候的“心血来潮”，原本打算和他们去提灯笼要不然就小聚一下，结果天不作美，下什么雨啦 >.< 　明天才下雨又不迟，真是不明白!! 


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刚才和某人聊了两三下，终于把憋在心里两三天的事情讲了出来，果然如释重负。但是基于是个不好的梦，我还是有点担心，应该是害怕比较多。拜托，不要再给我做什么奇奇怪怪的梦，本小姐不想搞得精神分裂症，唉，还是那句，小心安全。　




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有时候很懊恼是我本身的问题还是因为观点不同。不是不满，而是有时候真的找不到一个共同点，到最后我选择沉默。以前我总是认为我们是那么的了解彼此，但是慢慢的我发现并不是这样。一直以来，我都认为沟通很重要，不管是与任何人，沟通扮演重要的角色。渐渐的，我们越来越无法好好沟通，是观念不同？想法不一致？还是由始至总就只是我单方面这样认为？其实我很懊恼。其实我也很羡慕。其实我也很无言。我一直希望可以改变，但是谈何容易？　


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花间一壶酒，独酌无相亲。
举杯邀明月，对影成三人。



中秋节快乐




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Day after day
Week after week
Month after month 
Year after year
I thought you would be mine in one day
But I realized that's impossible between us 
And I told myself to forget you 
Gradually, I let you go and I seek for others to replace you

Few years ago, I met you again. 
You're seemed so familiar to me yet so far away
It's just like a very short time for us to know each other again
You gonna leave soon, real soon
I can still remember how I get to know you, this is the first time I knew you
I think we won't meet each other again, so, this is the last time I see you
I'm gonna miss you and you'll always have a place, the deep in my heart.
Anyhow, enjoy the very last moment now. 



And, I just realized 
I am so in love with you. 


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All craps!!

I checked here everyday to see if there's any comments from my readers, but I have been procrastinating for more than 1 week, to be exact, it's 10days! It's not I have nothing to update, however, I'm so lazy to do typings, and sometimes when I craving to jot down something here, the laptop is not with me, and when I back to my room, everything has gone and it's hardly to think back all the stuffs. Anyways, I'm doing fine and everyday is remains the same, nothing special also. The only thing that made me feel quite happy was, few of my friends back to msia from taiwan and uk and other countries. One of my girl who back from taiwan, qianting, we've been more than 1.5years didn't meet each other, but she only back for 20days and now she already back to taiwan, hope to meet her again during the coming cny. Oi.. I'm gonna whack you if you not coming back!! XD Well, there's a also one of my girl who left to uk 2 days ago, jinglee, she gonna stay in uk for 1year to complete the final year and might returns back to msia next year, gonna miss the days used to hang out with her, so now, I have no place to stay if I wanna go to KL :(  Two of them left now and I feel more lonely when I in this little-stone-town. Soon, there'll be one more old friend gonna leave here to uk for final year also, time flies indeed, but, I'm leaving soon I think, another 6months more, hopefully. I've been thinking so much lately, thinking of my future, what am I gonna do after 6months, it's fxxking real fast, I know how fast it could be, so, I have to set a plan now and started to work it out, even thought the plan might be canceled but having a plan is better than no plans at all, at least I have to direction where to go and what should do, am I right? Anyway, wish me luck and I seriously need it badly! :) 

Last night, I had my dinner with one of my friend. We talked a lot and also shared a lot. And no doubt, when girls hanging out, there's a topic we won't left out, yea, it's the topic about relationship. My friend have a partner now, I can sense that she's very happy with her life now. But, there is still have something I don't wish to see, too bad, it still happened, and seemed like so hard to change her mind. I can accept as long as you happy, but after all, I'm still your friend, and I took you as my friend too, that's why, I do really hope that it won't lasts long. I know I'm bad, but of course we're for your own good, as what I said, take it for fun but don't be too serious as you know it won't be a happy ending. Anyways, I hope you can meet the one who loves you, vice versa.
My friend asked me some question after talked about her relationship problem, which makes me don't know how to answer her. Yup, something about relationship question as well, but is related to mine not hers. Look down and you will know more about our conversations.

Y : Hey, got bf now or nope? 
F : hahaha no lah single and available.
Y : then.. any bees or butterflies? 
F : *lmao* how I know? Nobody tells me they wanna go after me ar.. ( I prefer other than bees/butterflies, what about ice-cream? XD ) 
Y : If there's someone out there, should give yourself or him a chance, you're not bad, don't tell me there's no one around you?
F : You're right, a lot of friends around me but all are "friends" , just friends only.
Y : err.. like that, should be your problem loh.. 
F : ... ... ... ... .... *thinking* 
F : Don't know lah.. *shrug* Maybe when you back from uk next year, I have someone beside me already, who knows~ take it easy lah.. =D
Y : Good then. 

Well, she is not the first one who asked me this kinda question, and I'm so curious do I looked like I must in a relationship now?! Basically, I don't really care or worried, as I am not that desperate, but I am not that repellent if someone out there, too bad, the problem is, I don't see anyone is out there, I mean someone who makes me feel like wanna fall in love or what. So, to me, I just take it easy and see how it goes. Friends around me seemed like more care/worried about this, and some of them even asked me to look for one and time to change the relationship status, as at my age, it's very normal to get one, but, I don't think so, if the one is not your cup of tea, why wasted your time to cope with someone that you don't love/like, it so tired man. Or maybe I have different view to this topic, that's why what others mean doesn't same to my thinking. I believe the one appears at the right timing and I know he exists in this world but it takes time to realize and know each other also. =D *or maybe I have to change my mind, as she said I took everyone as "friends/buddies", sometimes should take a look around maybe there's someone who doesn't-wanna-be-friend-or-buddy with me....hmm.. * Well, qian told me this as well, I can't always take everyone as buddies or friends, I mean very just very normal friends, nothing special or chemical reaction between me and those friends, so, how to treat them as the "possible" one, right? So, take it easy! :) Anyways, thanks to all my friends who are so care about me, I make an announcement if there's a good news. =D




Okay, I shall stop here now, continue when I have something stucked in my mind again. Here's always a good place for me, when I don't usual to talk with others, I prefer to write it out, but if I don't want to let you know anything, please don't ask for more, give me some private spaces please. Ciao! =) 







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There's Nothing Like Australia






Will I be there in someday soon?
* aza aza fighting..... * 



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你变了
我变了
岁月改变了我们


你已经不是我认识的你
我也已经不是你认识的我
我们彼此越来越不懂对方
其实我很早就知道了


我不知道你心里在想什么
你不知道我心里在想什么
你不认同我我不认同你
我们之间少了沟通


我选择了沉默
因为我不知道怎样和你沟通
你听不进我说的
我接受不了你说的
所以沉默是最好的方法




我们到底怎么了? 

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*sharing*

1.收到甜言蜜語的短信，記得微笑，然後刪除。
2.想辦法努力賺錢，而不是如何省錢。
3.憤怒的時候，數到30，再說話。
4.喜歡的東西自己努力買，不要指望別人送。
5.少喝果汁多吃水果，少吃零食多喝水，少坐多站，少想多看，少說多做，少懷舊多憧憬。
6.永遠不會再有第二個男人像爸爸這樣愛你，所以最愛的男人當然是爸爸。
7.不要24小時都想念同一個人。可以分一點給家人和朋友。
8.不要認為找個有錢男人就什麼都有了。世界上年輕的女孩子，多的就像貨櫃上的可樂，喝不喝都無所謂。
9.吃下去的就堅決不再吐出來，所以吃之前要想清楚。
10.寂寞的時候，不要聽慢歌，懷舊或者膩死在網上，站起來做運動或者去找朋友八卦。
11.看透的時候，假裝沒看透。
12.工作的你，和遊手好閒的你，絕對不是同一個人。
13.做好防曬，但記得適當地曬曬太陽。心情也會進行光合作用。真的。
14.真正看中的東西就買，不要借錢，想清楚之後再決定，決定之後就不要後悔 。
15.銀行卡的密碼不要用男友的生日。
16.永遠不向從前的戀人訴苦。
17.出門之前，根據步行的時間和強度考慮要穿的鞋子。
18.要讀好書,陶冶情操,提高品位。
19.可以淘便宜的衣服，但記得自己的品位比這個價位高。
20.桌上的護膚品永遠比化妝品多，貴，好，對於女人來說外養不如內調。
21.養成寫日記的習慣，哪怕隻言片語。
22.可以不認同，但學會尊重。
23.注重內心，但不忽略外表。
24.做不了決定的時候，讓時間幫你決定。如果還是無法決定，做了再說。寧願犯錯，不留遺憾!
25.打電話的時候記得微笑，對方聽的見。
26每月記帳，每月儲蓄。
27.瞭解潮流，但不必跟風。
28.看起來多大年齡，就有多大年齡。
29.相信愛情和mr.right的存在，在此之前也不拒絕和mr.wrong們分享人生。
30.如果發短資訊給你喜歡的人，他不回。不要再發
31.不要為了任何人任何事折磨自己。比如不吃飯、哭泣、自閉、抑鬱，這些都是傻瓜才做的事。當然，偶爾傻一下有必要，人生不必時時聰明
32.穿有質感的衣服，找有品質的男朋友。他不一定很有錢，但是一定要能讓你有安全感和開心。
33.如果決定離開一個人，行動要快一點，快刀斬亂麻；如果決定愛上一個人，時間拉長一點，看清楚是否適合你。
34.閒情時候自己煮花茶煮咖啡喝，或者做茶點吃，放一段柔情音樂，翻閱幾頁好書，然後睡個懶覺，快哉。
35.學會承受痛苦。有些話，適合爛在心裡，有些痛苦，適合無聲無息的忘記。當經歷過，你成長了，自己知道就好。
36.任何場合，保持應有的涵養。學會說謝謝、辛苦您、對不起。做錯了事情要懂得道歉和改過.


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