a gloomy morning
get up early
sit about beside the window
looking at outside
it's another brand new day
with a gloomy feeling
christmas is coming
means that the new year is coming soon
what i have been doing in this year
a question that i couldn't have a perfect answer to give
changes and improves
that are very important to a person
maybe one day the insane gonna be my friend
i should get some changes to get me a better life
here come a question me
it always with me
so do i apply or do not apply?
a damp and gloomy morning
no sunshine no fresh air
it makes people feel so down
down because of no special reason
weather affects mood easily
maybe not every question must have an answer to match with
sometimes a question without an answer better than you seek for an answer
so what's the point if you got the answer and it doesn't mean anything at all in the end
okay if it's pointless and it may hurts someone i'd rather dunno anything
but why people like to seek an answer for a question?
it can stops people from thinking too much
it can let people stop blaming oneself
it can .....
all are bullshits
something that can't beyond our control
that's why we seek for an answer to conciliate the heart
it's a falderal
stop thinking anymore
time can proves anything
today, 10th dec
i just realized another 6month, precisely.
i'm going to be an officially adult, 21st
i feel sighing but also yearning
i want to have a fruitful 21st
but i had a fruitless 20
hope i wont get another fruitless again
i need to get some experiences to make myself be a better person
and be better in many things
i want to be a better person
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