Feli ♥ cious

I don't know what's on my mind now. Nervous? Excited? I have no idea, or maybe I'm just too tired that's why I don't know the status of my mood now. So, I've been waiting for the day so long, but I have no any feelings right now. The time is rush, but I have no choice, don't even have more time for relax a while before I start the new life, as there's lot of friends in / coming back to bp, however, I'm gonna start the OL life soon, oh to be exact, it's next monday. I done with the final on May, and I start the OL life on July, this is freaking fast, right? Which means in the past one month, I was like 1) send the resume to companies ; 2) got the call, for interviewsss ; 3) I've been selected from the company WHOA~ where's my holidays? Nah, I don't really have a proper holidays and now I'm packing luggage and leaving the hometown for good. Phewww~ kinda tired but I'm so looking forward to the environment of the workplace, hope everything goes smoothly and all the best to myself! :) 






"You should do it much better when others do not think you can do it." (quoted by FW)


 I can do much better that others do not think I can do. BAHAHAHA! *fingers-crossed* 

I had a super lucky saturday! I was so damn excited and till now I still can't control myself from the excitement! Let me tell you guys the whole story, give me 5mins! 

should I say thanks to you Ms.mlm ? =D

- 前几天不知道哪个手痒的人破窗进入office, 损失惨重，给我知道是谁干的一定把他的手砍掉，咒他手痒一年！

Today is the last day. The first thought and only word popped out my mind was " FINALLY! ", and that's it. I'm not happy nor sad, the feeling was so complicated. This is what I longing but also the very sad case which might be never happen again, and I might have no chances to chase the one I want. Ok well, the sadness is more than the joyness. A lot of thinkings popped out in my mind since this morning and I was like a zombie, my mind was full of thoughts and it made me don't feel like doing anything but I hope there's someone can accompany me  for a drink, coffee or tea or beers, whatever. Yup, I need a pair of ears, no need to say anything, not nagging. Perhaps, this is my destiny and I have to obey, I've destined to accept the fact and this is very clear that I can't get what I want like others, I gave up and I don't even dare to give myself any hopes, and this is gonna stop, I'm looking forward to the new life begins. I had a bad tempered today, I'm not in the mood, I felt down and emo, I don't feel like talking to others, I just want to be alone, I need fresh air to wake myself up from the unrealistic world. FML. sigh. You better have a good future, there're lotxa people around you and looking at you! damnit! >.< Okay, no worries, I will be ok after today. 

“ Don't despair if you make no headway at present. When the right time comes, you will be bestowed with great assignment."




Honestly, I have no idea why it's just a piece of paper, but it made people get emo after reading it. I hold it for whole day and read it hundred times, so, tell me, it is good or bad one? The explanation gave me both sides answer. No true or fault, it's neutral, does it telling me follow my heart to do what I want, and don't get despair of the the current situation, the best yet to come?! Awww.. I'm so complicated, nah, it's emo. Darn you! Just a piece of paper, but it came out a lot of thinking in my mind. As what I said, just a piece of paper but it's so powerful. 


No worries, I will be alright soon. Get a good sleep and everything will be fine. 

The world is changed. Nobody wants to welcome the doomsday, but what if the day coming just like the movie '2012', what should we do? The answer is a big no. We have no abilities to stop it. It came without any alerts, even though it does, there'll still have a lot of people get hurt and homeless. People always said that, we're very lucky to be Malaysians. We have no earthquake, tsunami, volcano and etc. We're very safe if compare to other countries. Yes, I'm agree with this statement, and besides other issues, I do proud of being one of the Malaysians. 

Sometimes, you can get a good suggestion or idea from someone during a talk. And that's what i need. 

Whoa! just realized that I didn't do any writings at here for one month! okay, I was lazy and busy so caused me got no time and no mood to blogging. ;p Well well, here comes to February, time flies indeed.. which means the chinese new year is around the corner! Yeap, no doubts, tomorrow is chinese new year's eve, unbelievable! To me, the red packets are more important than gatherings/reunions, with families and friends. Don't you think so? That's why I don't expect too much for this coming new year as I only looking forward for gatherings/reunions with families and friends, especially those back from overseas ones. But actually I've met up few of  them before chinese new year. Everyone is getting more and more mature and most of them are fighting for their future now, I mean earn a living. Today was a busy day, and I tried my best to attend the primary classmate's gathering, it's been 10years I left primary school, OMGosh! >.< time fliesssssss! Due to the timing problem, there's only 6 persons attend this gathering. LOL! But, it's so funny and indescribable. I didn't meet them that frequently and few of them actually made me laughing out loud while talking about how were we being so childish during that time in primary school! mm.. I was thinking another 10years... How the gathering would be? Bring along partner and kids? whoa~ 


phew~ stop here first, to be continued! Time to bed now, gonna wake up early and do the very last preparation for the coming chinese new year, my mom has already gave me a to-do-list! omg... ;p


Anyways, hope you guys have a healthy, happy and prosperous new year! Gong Xi Fa Cai !!

Planning never catches changing.

the only thing I wish it comes true which is everything goes smoothly.

but the god never let it comes true perfectly.

I always have positive thinking and I keep telling myself it's gonna be positive this time.

mind set is a very important thing to everyone.

it controls your thinking and attitude and so on.

I believe I will have a good year in 2011.

I do really believe. 

please do happens some good things on me in 2011.

the feelings are really sucks when you standing at the junction and don't know where to go.

I want to find back the lost way

I want to find back the missing braveness

I want to find back the real me

what to do 

when you don't know

 what to do.

tell me if you know.