Feli ♥ cious

Today is the last day. The first thought and only word popped out my mind was " FINALLY! ", and that's it. I'm not happy nor sad, the feeling was so complicated. This is what I longing but also the very sad case which might be never happen again, and I might have no chances to chase the one I want. Ok well, the sadness is more than the joyness. A lot of thinkings popped out in my mind since this morning and I was like a zombie, my mind was full of thoughts and it made me don't feel like doing anything but I hope there's someone can accompany me  for a drink, coffee or tea or beers, whatever. Yup, I need a pair of ears, no need to say anything, not nagging. Perhaps, this is my destiny and I have to obey, I've destined to accept the fact and this is very clear that I can't get what I want like others, I gave up and I don't even dare to give myself any hopes, and this is gonna stop, I'm looking forward to the new life begins. I had a bad tempered today, I'm not in the mood, I felt down and emo, I don't feel like talking to others, I just want to be alone, I need fresh air to wake myself up from the unrealistic world. FML. sigh. You better have a good future, there're lotxa people around you and looking at you! damnit! >.< Okay, no worries, I will be ok after today. 

“ Don't despair if you make no headway at present. When the right time comes, you will be bestowed with great assignment."




Honestly, I have no idea why it's just a piece of paper, but it made people get emo after reading it. I hold it for whole day and read it hundred times, so, tell me, it is good or bad one? The explanation gave me both sides answer. No true or fault, it's neutral, does it telling me follow my heart to do what I want, and don't get despair of the the current situation, the best yet to come?! Awww.. I'm so complicated, nah, it's emo. Darn you! Just a piece of paper, but it came out a lot of thinking in my mind. As what I said, just a piece of paper but it's so powerful. 


No worries, I will be alright soon. Get a good sleep and everything will be fine. 

The world is changed. Nobody wants to welcome the doomsday, but what if the day coming just like the movie '2012', what should we do? The answer is a big no. We have no abilities to stop it. It came without any alerts, even though it does, there'll still have a lot of people get hurt and homeless. People always said that, we're very lucky to be Malaysians. We have no earthquake, tsunami, volcano and etc. We're very safe if compare to other countries. Yes, I'm agree with this statement, and besides other issues, I do proud of being one of the Malaysians. 

Sometimes, you can get a good suggestion or idea from someone during a talk. And that's what i need. 

Whoa! just realized that I didn't do any writings at here for one month! okay, I was lazy and busy so caused me got no time and no mood to blogging. ;p Well well, here comes to February, time flies indeed.. which means the chinese new year is around the corner! Yeap, no doubts, tomorrow is chinese new year's eve, unbelievable! To me, the red packets are more important than gatherings/reunions, with families and friends. Don't you think so? That's why I don't expect too much for this coming new year as I only looking forward for gatherings/reunions with families and friends, especially those back from overseas ones. But actually I've met up few of  them before chinese new year. Everyone is getting more and more mature and most of them are fighting for their future now, I mean earn a living. Today was a busy day, and I tried my best to attend the primary classmate's gathering, it's been 10years I left primary school, OMGosh! >.< time fliesssssss! Due to the timing problem, there's only 6 persons attend this gathering. LOL! But, it's so funny and indescribable. I didn't meet them that frequently and few of them actually made me laughing out loud while talking about how were we being so childish during that time in primary school! mm.. I was thinking another 10years... How the gathering would be? Bring along partner and kids? whoa~ 


phew~ stop here first, to be continued! Time to bed now, gonna wake up early and do the very last preparation for the coming chinese new year, my mom has already gave me a to-do-list! omg... ;p


Anyways, hope you guys have a healthy, happy and prosperous new year! Gong Xi Fa Cai !!

Planning never catches changing.

the only thing I wish it comes true which is everything goes smoothly.

but the god never let it comes true perfectly.

I always have positive thinking and I keep telling myself it's gonna be positive this time.

mind set is a very important thing to everyone.

it controls your thinking and attitude and so on.

I believe I will have a good year in 2011.

I do really believe. 

please do happens some good things on me in 2011.

the feelings are really sucks when you standing at the junction and don't know where to go.

I want to find back the lost way

I want to find back the missing braveness

I want to find back the real me

what to do 

when you don't know

 what to do.

tell me if you know.

It seems like I'm getting lazy to update here and I know it's my bad. Well, christmas is around the corner, I'm kinda excited, because I heart* christmas so much! But, I have no idea where to go on next week, was thinking to go SG right after the pc fair, who knows I was too tired and too much happenings so I decided to delay the trip. So now, I'm still very confused. I wanted to go KL and SG, next friday is christmas eve and I haven't go to both places. wth. >.< Here comes a question, should I go to SG on tmr and come back on tuesday with mom? then go to KL on wednesday/thursday, so that I can spend my chirstmas in KL. Good idea? *thinking* 


If you've read my previous post then you should know I did mentioned that one of my friend going to Brunei for goods. Yesh, she's yichiam and she left this morning. All the best to you and hope to have a chance to visit you in Brunei! Well, I'm actually quite envy her, she tried to makes her dreams come true, and apparently, she made it. went to korea for study tour and the highlight part is to get a job at overseas, she got it and she's on her way to achieve it. I think lotxa people hope to get this kinda chance, so do I. haha. hhmm.. who know I will be the next one? lol. ( opps! I should have say it this way : I can get what I want! I believe I can do it!...  yea, Law Of Attraction!! ) 




I think I have to post one for the Law Of Attraction, this is really a good topic! But give me some time, I have to read finish the book only can share with you guys! :) 

People come around and goes around. You will never know who is gonna stay/leave. And sometimes, it happened out of our expectations. One of my friend who just back from convo. She is lucky. She got a chance for interview, right after the convo. After the 2nd interview, she got the job and going to fly to Brunei. Undoubtedly, she got a job in Brunei, and she might leaving here in 2 weeks time. I was unexpected surprise when I got her call, yet, I happy for her. Never knew it would be so fast, but you know, life is so happening. Anyways, all the best to you and take care, friend! 

Hey my dear readers, I AM BACK!! Well, it's one week exactly I back from BKK (19.11.2010 ~ 22.11.2010). =) Yeap, I was procrastinating, obviously. I have the thought to update here, and never wanna abandoned here, but I was just too lazy to move all the photos from cameraSSS to my lappie. ( cameraSSS = my dslr, my sister's digital camera and my mom's too! ) So have a guess, how much of photos I have to transfer to my lappie. >.<  Of course, I have done the selection, I would only upload few photos which I think they are nice. So, now, let's the photos tell you guys the story. =)